Taking the nature from myself
Now I don’t know this mortal shell
What’s becoming of this entity
Fear now has a grasp over me
The weight of the world, so dense I’ll admit
This torch I carry holds no warth to it
Piece by piece breaking down this farewell
Welcome to another day of my own
Hell
Interfere with the internal network
Loss of interest in venture
Disconnect from the core of the framework
Lies the signal of an anxious terror
Hard to find the golden pleasures here
Happiness curb stomped to the ground
Decisions made from the crippling fear
Concentration cannot be found
Silence
Speaks
More
Than
Words
Worthlessness says a thousand words and more
Dignity has reached an all time low
This sickness shakes down to the very core
Not by choice I hope you know
Silence
Speaks
More
Than
Words
When sleep is found in the pattern
What’s the point it doesn’t matter
Eluding rest like it’s a plague
Hidden questions in my head
Roaming and floating about
What’s described is oh so vague
However
I’ve started to find peace
In abstract scars with time
Having to reach so deep down inside
confronting underlined health
But this struggle
Goes on and on
Till the very last breath
Of life
A harmony
Must be established
Between opposing sides
To find a tranquility
That rotates around orbit
Without harm
And in due time,
Existence makes sense
And survival becomes easier
And believe me
It gets better
Just believe me
It feels better